Monday, December 19, 2011

噩耗



今天在上课的时候
听到了一个坏消息
顿时感触良多

我的一个系友
他的妈妈昨天因为生病而去世了

他真的很可怜
大学一年级的时候
他的爸爸也病逝了
现在大学四年级了
轮到他妈妈病逝

所以说
现在他是孤儿了
真的替他感到很心痛
失去了两个至亲的人

听到这个消息时
我当下愣住了
很替他难过
希望他可以坚强点
刚才看到老师跟他致哀
他的眼有点红红的
我也不懂要跟他说什么好
=(

想想
自己已经算是很幸福的小孩了
有爱我的家人爸爸阿姨姐姐哥哥朋友
比起其他不幸的人
我现在拥有的已经很不错了


生。老。病。死
是我们人逃不了的阶段
既来之,则安之
该来的还是会来的
要怎么避也避不了

所以咧
珍惜现在
不要让自己后悔
俗语有句话说:
“子欲养儿亲不在,树欲静而风不止”

我长大了
爸爸老了
我要做好本分
让爸爸享福
不要让他一直为我操心

Frustrated

Today,
Is not a good day for me.
As, i don't have enough sleep one night before.
And being screwed up by some NO-SENSE-NON-HUMAN-BEING!!!!!!

Well,
Can't really express my anger and disappointment on some MFs
So, here i come !

When you work hard and put as much effort as you can on something,
For sure you want a return equal to your hard work

Unfortunately,
There was a FREE RIDER
NO SENSE, NO USE, NO VALUE, NO THE SENSE OF GUILTINESS, NO FEELING
Spoilt people hard work and do not show any apology to the victims
What the hell
!!!!!!!!!!

Well,
YOU deserved to get this "GOOD" grade
Doesn't mean we deserved the same grade as YOU ok?
You do not want to open your mouth is not our fault!!!

UNFAIR
!!!!!!!!!

I just need an EQUAL & FAIR treatment

WHY WE BECAME THE VICTIM ?????
WHY WE NEED TO SHARE THE LOW GRADE WITH FREE RIDER AS WE ALREADY PUT MUCH EFFORTS ON IT ???
WHY GRADE BEING GIVEN IN GROUP ????
CAN'T HE SEE THE TRUTH ????
AS A PROFESSOR HE CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE STUDENTS' EFFORT ???
HE DESERVED TO OWN A TITLE OF "PROFESSOR" ??
IS THIS THE WAY HOW LECTURER IN LOCAL UNIVERSITY ENHANCE THE QUALITY OF ACCOUNTING STUDENT TO MEET PARTICULAR STANDARD BY SIMPLY GAVE A LOW GRADE TO STUDENT WHO WORK HARD???

I have too much disappointment on many things
I can't feel the "1 M" concept
It's just a BULL SHIT
!!!!!!!!

HAPPY GO LUCKY doesn't work in this case at all

I FELT FRUSTRATED !!!!!!

2011 is totally not a good year to me
Bad things came across me
Learn to take and go
Learn to be strong, learn to be tough
Learn not to have any expectation
Learn not to trust
Learn to protect myself
Learn to stand again after fell down

I wish i could have a better 2012
Forget the past and have a brand new life

I remembered a quote:
"When something bad happens you have three choices
You can either let it define you
Let it destroy you
Or you can let it strengthen you."

I won't let it destroy me but strengthen me instead
all the best

Thursday, December 15, 2011

完美的一晚

昨晚
与屋友们去了Gaya Street 参与圣诞节活动
一行6人
坐了小红车出发了
^.^

可惜
天不作美
断断续续的一直在下
苦了我们这些准备了雨伞但又没把它带下车的傻子
被迫淋了些雨
=(

但是
这一切都是值得的
哈哈哈哈哈
好戏在后头嘛

最后
主办当局用了普遍到不行但又是大家最喜爱的方式来结束

《放烟花》

嘻嘻
我超爱的
虽然被迫在4分钟多下维持同样的仰头姿势
但是
我甘愿
!!!!!!!

第一次在这里看烟花
超美的

用了各种各样的烟花
大的小的窄的阔的吵的静的
那很不一样的层次感

我不自觉的在心里呐喊
“哇,好美哦”
真的太棒了
^.^

还有
昨晚虽然下雨
但是月亮一直都在
只是部分被天狗吃了
高高的挂在漆黑的夜晚
那在水上的倒影
银亮地在闪啊闪啊
在不高调的方式下
引起了大家的注意
=)

结论:
这是我在沙巴这么久以来
最完美的一晚
如果再加上流星雨
简直是P.E.R.F.E.C.T
^.^

哎哟
没关系啦
我满足了
人啊
不应该太贪婪

烟花
很美
很短暂

有些事
很美
但也很短暂
曾经的拥有
总比没有来得好
至少不会遗憾
~~~

^.^
期待下一个看烟花的机会
跨年2012
^.^

*感觉很不一样的圣诞树*

*人山人海*

^.^

*重回小时候的时光*
*排队拿Milo*
n.n

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Lovely Sunday

Today met my dear friend , F
Took our lunch in Mcd, have a long chat
Nice hanging out with YOU
Wait for our next date, okie

Just back from badminton
SWEAT a lot , MOVE a lot , RUN a lot
I love this feeling
I need more exercise
^.^v

Keep in on

Is time to bath

&

SLEEP
zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ

*Good night friend*

Tuesday, November 8, 2011


有时候
觉得自己整个人很空

会感慨
会迷失
会没有方向感

会不知如何是好

身边
没有可以信任的人

或许是我已经不敢再相信了

很多人都是嘴巴说说的
嘴巴说的和行动做的根本就是两回事

曾经
相信了,认定了

无知的放了100巴仙的信任
毫无保留

结果
才发现
自己是多么的愚蠢,无知,笨蛋

满头包,满身伤
谁在意
??????

那些人还不是快活去
?????
他们自己的快乐最重要

所以
人呐人呐
自私一点吧
多为自己想
不然迟早真心会被糟蹋地一文不值

被出卖, 背叛的感觉
真的是糟透了
!!!!!

有时
做人真的很累
真的好难找到平衡点
做这也不是,做那也不是
到底那些是我的事还是你的事
????

今天的事
今天的天气
今天的心情

都很“blue”

我看
还是放空去好了

我要出去透透气
!!!!!!!!!!!
><

Saturday, October 29, 2011

那些年,我们一起追的女孩


想必
应该很多人都认识这部电影吧

10/11
就会在大马上映咯

期待
期待
^.^

我要去看
太多人给好评了

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

@@

well, having hard feeling right now
=(

i'm trying my very very best to be a better person
doing whatever i can and i want
making everything done
trying to live a happy life

but sometime
the responses that i received from others upon what i did
made me feel bad
i am not happy to get those kind of responses
i already do my best
why thing still goes like this
????
i just hope that people can appreciate what i had done
a simple "THANK YOU" can actually make my day
which i can find my own value to exist in this world

Am i not good enough
????
Am i deserved for all these responses
????

@

Am i just being too sensitive
????
i can't figure out myself actually
can anyone tell me
????

i can't even remember ( and i dun even wish to remember it too )
since when, i started to stop myself from having any expectation on things and people
i just being dun care
i just want my work done
i just want my life full with joyful and excitement
i just want to have a regret~less imperfect life

i don't expect anything from people
because i know
less expect will lead to more surprise
so i waiting for those SURPRISES pop up in my life
hahaahahaha
*waiting waiting waiting waiting*
=)

haiz
life still goes on
having hectic life recently
gotta rush for my assignment, report, presentation,
and also prepare for my midterm papers
all these driving my crazy
@@ zzzzzzzz

going to recharge my battery
and continue my job later
sleep lor....
^^


Monday, October 17, 2011

Real Steel dancing dakota goyo max!


i loveeee this part so so much
hahaahah...
the real ROBOT dance
^^

Real Steel: "Charlie Teaches Atom To Box" Clip #6



2 Old Man ...hahahah...^^

Real Steel | Featurette


This is the Trailer of "Real Steel"
This movie gotta bring you to another high-tech world
The excitement of Robot Fight
RRoooaaaaRRRRRRRR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Real Steel


Wow...
as i mentioned before
thing will always happened out of expectation
!!!!!!!!!!!!

today, YES, it's Monday, 17/10/11

My luck was there
Early morning when i going to bus stop
i met MR. DONALD
so coincident ^^
he then fetched me to SPE
I'm the lucky one
*wink*
^.^v

After class
Me and my siao gang went for sheng rou mian as our lunch
Yummy yummy




We then shop at 100yen and keep on making noise over there
hahaahahaahahaa
me and ling almost late for class
GOD BLESSED

Again, after class
I was forced by them especially LING to watch movie with them
T.T
I can't reject

But
Luckily i watched it

*REAL STEEL*

It was pretty AWESOME


Huge Jackman so so so so MAN and handsome
hahahaaha

&

I LOVE the kid so muchie
Dakota Goyo
A 11-year Canadian kid



I LOVE his personality in this movie
His thinking was mature
Dare to dream
Never stop to make his dream become true
Yuhoooooo

ATOM is a cute robot
Small but tough
Yeah.....
I found that i slightly fall in love on robot
Hahahaah
^^



&

The best part in the movie:
ATOM dance with Max (Dakota Goyo)
The robot dance
Wow
AMAZING
!!!!!!!!!!!
b(^.^)d
*double thumb up*

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
This is a MUST-WATCH movie on October
^.^
Enjoy

Friday, October 14, 2011

Quote of the day : Silence


*Absolutely*
Silence is a best weapon

Sometimes
Words make the situation getting even worse

So
SHUT UP
plzzz

^.^

BAD FRIDAY





today
is a BAD FRIDAY

i have a presentation this afternoon
under INTERNAL AUDIT course

hmm, what i can say is
i think i really have a very well preparation on it
i done my slides in 3days
trying my very best to make my presentation slides look attractive and interesting with no bore
and people did told me that i did a very good job on my slides

yesterday night i had a very deep understanding on the topic that i am going to present
i even search for extra information through online
in order to give the classmates more extra information
i worked until 4am
even though i was very sleepy
=(

today
woke up at 9
review and practice again
thought everything is going to be fine today

who knows???
everything was out of my control
we completed the presentation in 1 and a half hour
i assumed that the Q&A session will last for at most 30min-45min
we already tried our best to answer all the questions

BUT
things never goes as what i expected
can you imagine the Q&A session last for almost 1 and a half hour
we had answered about 15-20 questions
i never experienced this kind of situation before
i get mad at the end and end up my mood totally ruined because of her

she keeps on ask us some tricky questions
which all of us including our classmates
can't even give a very accurate answer
I, as a presenter, feel like myself should know how to answer the question
eventually, i failed to answer some of the questions

felt upset
full with disappointment
and also ANGER
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<

she dun even let us present our funny video and proceed our tutorial session
she just end the class with the below sentence
"thanks OOI and the group"
#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&**&^%$#
without make a last confirmation with us

what made me so angry????
i saw her MEMANCING while my groupmate was presenting her part
she really fishing over there
what the hell is going on????
lecturer fishing in class?????
can you imagine that????

@.@
speechlesss

because of the bad mood
i decided to cheer myself by having a great dinner
we took our dinner at SECRET RECIPE, 1 Borneo
i ordered my beloved dish
"CHICKEN CORDON BLEU"

it's tasty
yummy yummy
b^.^d Thumb Up

Dun care already
as long as i know how much efforts i had putting on my presentation
it's more than enough
i should think positively
cannot let HER to ruin my happy day

it's time to sleep
GOOD NIGHT WORLD
tonight will be a good ....good night
^.^

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

g00d

"it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be"

wish to be good
work to be good

YOU WILL BE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

walk towards a better life
^^
*wink*

Saturday, October 1, 2011

周末打工记

昨天
在malaysia IT fair 做工第一天
我顾的那个booth
真的是闷到爆
!!!!!!
没有什么人的
结果只卖了19个Kaspersky antivirus
因为也没有什么心情去卖
糟糕
><

今天
我要求换去别的booth
哈哈哈哈
比较忙,我也比较喜欢
因为时间过得比较快
但是咧
好累哦
那双脚痛到不行
又腰酸背痛
我的妈呀
今天的业绩比较不错
满意
!!!!!!
^.^v

明天
最后一天了
好好努力吧
累也只累多那一天而已
=)

$.$


Thursday, September 8, 2011

阿超 - 好人



我们总笑着说
有一天会遇见对的人
其实在我心中
已悄悄的发生

那些属于我们的
每个默契的眼神
发光在每个想你的时刻

你常常对我说
谢谢你你真是个好人
在孤单的时候
给你最好的安稳

当你牵起他的手
当我微笑地转身
我才发现
我早已失落的眼神

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问

你常常对我说
谢谢你你真是个好人
在孤单的时候
给你最好的安稳

当你牵起他的手
当我微笑地转身
我才发现
我早已失落的眼神

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问
这一天我还是一个人

Monday, September 5, 2011

胡夏-那些年【那些年,我們一起追的女孩】主題曲


作曲:木村充利
填詞:九把刀

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

Sunday, September 4, 2011

任务失败

话说,今天本来应该早起去送鸟人的机的
结果因为本姑娘昨天奔波了一整天
又没有好觉睡
3点多一躺就睡
闹钟放了3个
睡到好像死人酱

当鸟王打电话给我的时候
我还六神无主
突然,好像惊醒了
看了一下时间
6点了
@。@
我的妈呀
他上机的时间是7点
我还要去载两只鸟王
根本是驾 ferrari 也来不及

呜呜呜呜
非常内疚的打了电话给主角
他还可以跟我“哈哈。。不用紧,慢慢来“
==‘’‘
我又急又气,说我一定要到
他还说:”那。。。你就硬硬来啦!!”
又被炸到一下
=.=lllll

到最后
还是来不及去送机
唉,朋友,明年再见了!!!!!
泰国手信没办法给你就算了啦,哈哈
下次去别位玩才补回一个给你啦

3个多月的假期
就酱快结束了
每个人都回到各自的岗位
再见面
又要等到下一个学期了
我会想你们的
我的朋友们,鸟人们

Saturday, September 3, 2011

心淡



很好听的一首旧歌
容祖儿的声音就是那么动听

=)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

**UPDATE**

hi, all my friends
HOW ARE YOU????

just to say hi to people who keep updating my blog,
keep concerning me by leaving their footprint after came here

HAHAHA
^^

i am super fine here
just to make a little bit update over here

i am no longer jobless
and, i am having busy life now
i learned lots of new things
gain lots of knowledge
know lots of new friends

and the most important thing is
I KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY NEED AND WANT!!!!!!

wish me luck
i am trying my very best to make me and my family's life getting better and better

i just wan to be a ME

p(^o^)q

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Jay - 說了再見

天涼了 雨下了 妳走了
清楚了 我愛的 遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放 放不掉 淚在飄
妳看看 妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
我不能 就這樣 失去妳 的微笑
口紅待在桌角 而妳我找不到
若角色對調 妳說好不好

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
能不能 就這樣 忍著痛 淚不掉
說好陪我到老 永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱 一分一秒 都好

天涼了 雨下了 妳走了
清楚了 我愛的 遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放 放不掉 淚在飄
妳看看 妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見 才發現再也見不到
我不能 就這樣 失去妳 的微笑
口紅待在桌角 而妳我找不到
若角色對調 妳說好不好

妳的笑 妳的好 腦海裡 一直在繞
我的手 忘不了 妳手的溫度
心 碎了一地 撿不回從前的心跳
身陷過去我無力逃跑

說再見 才發現再也見不到
能不能 就這樣 忍著痛 淚不掉
說好陪我到老 永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱 一分一秒 都好

Thursday, June 16, 2011

胡夏 - 愛 都是對的

~胡夏~
~愛 都是對的~

我 要過多久 才能好呢
有好多辛苦路得走
走到口渴 眼淚乾了
人會領悟些什麼

回憶是記者
它會挖出不為人知的寂寞
每一個人的以前
住在心裡 像事後的孤兒

誰記得 那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙 還硬說太值得
愛 都是對的
誰忘了 那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念 馬路上漂流著
唉 人都一樣 遠離快樂

嘿 往事重演 又去愛了
好些對話是相似的
以前的我 它在鬧著
愛有好多下集呢

命運輪迴著
愛的前身看著時間苦笑呢
浪費一生的想念
最後才懂 什麼應該割捨

誰記得 那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙 還硬說太值得
愛 都是對的
誰忘了 那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念 馬路上漂流著
唉 人都一樣 遠離快樂

誰記得 那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙 還硬說太值得
愛 都是對的
誰忘了 那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念 馬路上漂流著
唉 人都一樣 遠離快樂

誰 被愛選中 做下一個




一首很棒的歌

哈哈
曾在电台有听过
谢谢那位分享给我听的仁兄
我就是喜欢我们这样子的互动
有好东西
就分享给对方听
O(∩_∩)O~~

回憶是記者
它會挖出不為人知的寂寞

誰 被愛選中 做下一個
?????

是你吗
????

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

讓愛重生

F.I.R
【让爱重生】

不想哭 却又哭出声
不想听 除了心破碎声
不应该 让眼泪继续拉扯
答应过的 会好好的

这一次 决定放手了
这一次 我们终于懂了
爱到用尽全力 都是挫折
我想留的 留不住了
幻灭后该怎么抉择

分开的故事 写满了不舍
说好的爱情 没有你怎么完成
明天的故事 深藏好心疼
爱过的恋人 展开各自的旅程
一个人 让爱重生

这一次 决定放手了
这一次 我们终于懂了
爱到用尽全力 都是挫折
我想留的 留不住了
幻灭后该怎么抉择

分开的故事 写满了不舍
说好的爱情 没有你怎么完成
明天的故事 深藏好心疼
爱过的恋人展开各自的旅程
一个人让爱重生

经过多少波折 背负沉重苛责
无缘由的爱着

分开的故事 写满了不舍
说过的爱情 没有你怎么完成
明天的故事 深藏好心疼
爱过的恋人 展开各自的旅程
一个人 让爱重生
wow……让爱重生



最近
爱上了这首歌
就是喜欢他们的歌
有种另类的感觉


!!!!!!

^^

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

矛盾

最近
虽然睡得早
但是
都睡不好

【矛盾】


不想

不要

哇佬耶

有阴影啦

我不懂应该怎么做决定
是不是应该绝情一点
????

免得
期望的快乐
会演变成
失望的痛苦

何苦呢
???

保留着想象
和丁点的距离
对大家都是好的

毕竟
还有抹不去的阴影

适时回想
还是会有‘心痛’的感觉

就这样办啦
哈哈哈哈

希望最后不会在变卦

Monday, June 6, 2011

恶梦

今早6点多
无端端
惊醒了

回想一下惊醒的原因
原来是我刚发了一场恶梦

那种感觉
就好像真的一样
感觉真的很真实
很恐怖

我的心
不知觉的揪了一会
过了好一段时间
我才慢慢又沉睡回去

【画面】
【背景】
【人物】
【内容】

都是那些我努力要遗忘的东西
那些会令我很伤心,很不开心的东西

虽然只不过是一场梦
但是,我还是觉得很不舒服

希望
这种感觉快点消失
我真的很想把这段回忆
用大大的力气去删除掉
就好像我把所有看得到的都删除掉一样

我有阴影


害怕这种感觉

可以吗
???


还是我
依然可以把我的生活活得精彩

我相信我可以

Monday, May 9, 2011

FINALLY~~~~the day is coming!!!!!!!! T.T


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

~~FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~~

Friday, April 22, 2011

我,办不到!!


真的办不到

伪装
不是我的强项

笨蛋
常常被人拆穿

去跑步了
有感觉好一点吗

答案
没有

看了笑戏
有开心了一点吗

答案
没有

开心,
也只是那一刹那的事情

当回到了现实
还是得勇敢地面对

眼泪
争气点

别人的明白
别人的聆听
不必了
还是自己来吧

有时
说谎,是件好事

做人
不需要太诚实

当自己赤裸裸地把一切展现给人看
付出的信任
绝对是100%

背叛
是不能被原谅的

要知道

天蝎
爱恨绝对分得清楚
亦绝情的令人可怕

办不到的
请离我远一点

至少
我会赏你一个亲切的微笑

莫过于
那张冷得绝情的脸孔


Saturday, April 9, 2011

自私~贪心~任性

自私的人
不允许别人拥有自己拥有的人。事。物
自私的很像占有某些东西
自私地不让别人侵入
自私的想拥有全部

简称:占有欲强

结局:
一旦拥有不到
或是被迫与人分享
就会沮丧到极点
因为
知道那东西
自己不能完全拥有
有人类前来进攻了

解决方案:
放宽心胸
持着一个观念
“好东西是要与人分享的”

贪心的人
永远不满足于现状
贪心的想要更多的
贪心的想要更好的
即使自己的生活其实过得还不错
但就是不满足

简称:不知足

结局:
一旦
想要的东西得不到
想要的东西不是最好
想要的东西被别人夺走了
就会导致心里不平衡
追问自己为什么会酱
为什么自己不是最幸福的那个

解决方案:
知足常乐

任性的人
任性地要别人去配合自己
任性地要别人满足自己的“无赖”要求
任性地要别人包容自己的一切

简称:霸道蛮横

结局:
当别人配合不了自己
满足不了自己的诸多要求
无法再继续包容下去了的时候
自讨苦吃
心里觉得很难受
觉得自己不被疼爱
失望~~伤心

解决方案:
谨记
没有谁是你的谁
自己对自己任性就好

分享一下好歌


Sunday, April 3, 2011

怎么了???@@


不是对自己说好
自己应该怎么做吗
已经做了决定吗
怎么现在,又不知道自己要什么
自己应该怎么做了
很乱
很emo
这不是我想要的
ARRRGGHHHHHHHHH
><

我的指明灯
告诉我应该怎么做好吗

是我
太贪心了吗
????

是你
给太多了吗
太多你不应该给的吗

到底
怎么了
?????

回忆
一幕一幕的播放
我。。。X了

听着歌
感觉没有更好

是时候
放空去了

~.~

Saturday, April 2, 2011

【想你的习惯】

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈
你和我只有一个
该怎么不怕孤单

说好了我们都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美(多完美)
所有感觉多特别(多特别)
想带你走到世界边缘(喔)
未来不变

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

我和你甜蜜的走

Saturday, March 19, 2011

~~What Are Words~~

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close



This is a nice song....enjoy!!!!!^^

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

迷失了

最近
总觉得自己快失去了一些东西
感觉就是怪怪的
找不到归属感
也不知道自己应该怎么做

迷失了
迷失了方向
没了安全感
所以选择了一个人

不想逼自己
脸上带着漂亮的面具
嘴上挂着虚伪的笑容
很假!!!!!

最近的我
喜欢听耳机
喜欢静静的做自己的事情
静静的一个人
不想要呆在太吵闹的地方

自闭了
哈哈哈哈哈

很累
我应该善待我的脑袋瓜
不要让它超劳过度

可怜它了
跟了一个笨蛋主人
跟了快23年

无奈
唉。。。。。
><

语毕
。。。

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

你还记得吗??

早安
今天是星期四
也是我最开心的一天
因为上了今天的两堂课,又时周日的开始
我星期五没有上课^^

但是

下星期有两个考试
我还没有开始温书
真的是不知道“死”字怎么写
zzzzzzzzz

现在
上着网
听着歌
刚才听到一首歌
令到我

『感慨,回忆,无奈』

的歌

l
l
l
l
v
张惠妹的“记得”

我真的很喜欢这首歌
深深被它的旋律吸引住
听了超有feel的咧
最重要的是
曾经的一句话


好吧,分享一下我喜欢的歌



有人说:“不要把这首歌唱到酱好听哦,不然我会爱上你!!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

我~~爱的不潇洒

前几天
听了朋友述说感情事
我打从心底
佩服起他来
短短的几个月
他可以爱的那么的轰轰烈烈
关于那位幸运儿的大小事物
全都可以记得一清二楚
哇。。。。。真的很用心
但同时也因为
爱的深,也伤得重
希望他赶快好起来

而我自己呢???
常常被人问说:“有男朋友了没有?”
哇塞。。这个问题很刺咯
我不明白为什么大家特别关注彼此的感情问题??
@.@
单身不可以吗???
我还没有享受够咧

暂时,我觉得我不敢也不要去爱咯
因为我就是那么的鸵鸟
不敢面对
心里想要,但又害怕
我害怕如果期待太高
我会失望的越多
往往我踏出两步
我就会退一步
退久了
我现在已经停止向前了
也不打算向前了
维持在原地踏步
是时候,给自己充充电
做一些有意义的事情
为自己增值

这家伙
我搞不懂它
COMPLICATED

所以咧
就放一边先啦
因为S.H.E的歌有讲
“还没有学会爱,就急着爱,结果爱错人”

我还不会爱
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
掰掰
^.^
今天又是星期天
多悠闲自在

Sunday, February 13, 2011

情人节 + 沙画

哈哈哈哈哈
今天是情人节

不管我的事
!!!!!!!


课照上
饭照吃
街照出
网照上
。。。
这就是单身的自由


今天对我来说
真的没什么特别

哈哈哈哈
^^

回想起,前天出席的沙大新春联欢晚会
我被沙画。。这艺术给震撼到了
真得太棒了
我从来没有想过可以用沙来作画
还可以带出感觉呢。。当然需要适当且有感觉的背景音乐啦
我真的佩服的五体投地


我以为沙画只有这种
l
l
l
l
v


原来
我井底之蛙
这种直接展现的沙画表演
真的让我叹为观止
!!!!!!!

爱死了

以下的图片都是沙画作品哦




哈哈。。是不是很棒???
酱看一定没什么的
看live show肯定保你“哇哇”声


最后,
我想问一个问题???
这是沙画吗???

。。。
。。
。。。
。。
。。。
。。
。。。


哈哈哈哈
情人节快乐
大家快乐
我要非常非常快乐
^.................^v

Friday, February 11, 2011

习惯

不知不觉
已渐渐习惯
这样的生活方式
一切都是理所当然的

也渐渐习惯
顺其自然这家伙

不该再钻牛角尖
活在倒带模式
真的一点都不健康
还很伤身呢

知道吗??
我亲爱的朋友

知足者。。。常乐
不知足者。。。常哀

何必呢何必??

我们四肢健全
都是个幸福的小孩

看看这世界有多美好(假的)

^.^v

杨丞琳 - 习惯 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

Thursday, February 3, 2011

lyric-Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html }

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Taylor Swift - Back to December

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hello 2011

hi, happy brand new year 2011

DO NOT complain me that i didn't update my blog for almost one month
it's just because i having 2weeks trip end of dec 2010
i went to singapore (wow~~what a nice place)...kl.....melaka....

I enjoyed this trip very well but.....
Unfortunately, i fell sick during the trip
REASONS??????
lack sleep...less drink water...expose myself under the sun so so frequently...

BUT NOW.....

well....i recover adi lolx....huhu
heheheheehe^^
thanks for friends who concern about me when i was sick...
force me drink "bitter tea"...warn me "NO COLD DRINK"...
**appreciated**

this week is the 3rd week of the new semester
it means that my laptop sick +sleep for almost one month
haiz...i felt so so sad ~~~~~~~~~~~

WHY????????????

my TOSHIBA laptop had PASSED AWAY officially
wuwuwu....

i gonna spend money to get a new one...
haiz...where to find money????
today whole day i cant concentrate in class at all keep on thinking about this question...
i think i should get some part time job when i back to penang...

HOW IF THERE IS NO MONEY EXIST IN THIS WORLD AND EVERYONE HAVING PEACEFUL LIFE WITHOUT ANY CONCERNS??????

Amazing
Awesome
Brilliant
Great


but i know , it's IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!
so....

LISTEN!!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$MONEY MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$
HERE I COME TO GRAB YOU & PUT INTO MY POCKET
...
......
"on the way"


ps:well...i stil prefer using mandarin to blog...but......no choice...THIS IS NOT MY PC.....sigh...T.T

byebye....going for POOL now~~~~