Monday, December 19, 2011

噩耗



今天在上课的时候
听到了一个坏消息
顿时感触良多

我的一个系友
他的妈妈昨天因为生病而去世了

他真的很可怜
大学一年级的时候
他的爸爸也病逝了
现在大学四年级了
轮到他妈妈病逝

所以说
现在他是孤儿了
真的替他感到很心痛
失去了两个至亲的人

听到这个消息时
我当下愣住了
很替他难过
希望他可以坚强点
刚才看到老师跟他致哀
他的眼有点红红的
我也不懂要跟他说什么好
=(

想想
自己已经算是很幸福的小孩了
有爱我的家人爸爸阿姨姐姐哥哥朋友
比起其他不幸的人
我现在拥有的已经很不错了


生。老。病。死
是我们人逃不了的阶段
既来之,则安之
该来的还是会来的
要怎么避也避不了

所以咧
珍惜现在
不要让自己后悔
俗语有句话说:
“子欲养儿亲不在,树欲静而风不止”

我长大了
爸爸老了
我要做好本分
让爸爸享福
不要让他一直为我操心

Frustrated

Today,
Is not a good day for me.
As, i don't have enough sleep one night before.
And being screwed up by some NO-SENSE-NON-HUMAN-BEING!!!!!!

Well,
Can't really express my anger and disappointment on some MFs
So, here i come !

When you work hard and put as much effort as you can on something,
For sure you want a return equal to your hard work

Unfortunately,
There was a FREE RIDER
NO SENSE, NO USE, NO VALUE, NO THE SENSE OF GUILTINESS, NO FEELING
Spoilt people hard work and do not show any apology to the victims
What the hell
!!!!!!!!!!

Well,
YOU deserved to get this "GOOD" grade
Doesn't mean we deserved the same grade as YOU ok?
You do not want to open your mouth is not our fault!!!

UNFAIR
!!!!!!!!!

I just need an EQUAL & FAIR treatment

WHY WE BECAME THE VICTIM ?????
WHY WE NEED TO SHARE THE LOW GRADE WITH FREE RIDER AS WE ALREADY PUT MUCH EFFORTS ON IT ???
WHY GRADE BEING GIVEN IN GROUP ????
CAN'T HE SEE THE TRUTH ????
AS A PROFESSOR HE CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE STUDENTS' EFFORT ???
HE DESERVED TO OWN A TITLE OF "PROFESSOR" ??
IS THIS THE WAY HOW LECTURER IN LOCAL UNIVERSITY ENHANCE THE QUALITY OF ACCOUNTING STUDENT TO MEET PARTICULAR STANDARD BY SIMPLY GAVE A LOW GRADE TO STUDENT WHO WORK HARD???

I have too much disappointment on many things
I can't feel the "1 M" concept
It's just a BULL SHIT
!!!!!!!!

HAPPY GO LUCKY doesn't work in this case at all

I FELT FRUSTRATED !!!!!!

2011 is totally not a good year to me
Bad things came across me
Learn to take and go
Learn to be strong, learn to be tough
Learn not to have any expectation
Learn not to trust
Learn to protect myself
Learn to stand again after fell down

I wish i could have a better 2012
Forget the past and have a brand new life

I remembered a quote:
"When something bad happens you have three choices
You can either let it define you
Let it destroy you
Or you can let it strengthen you."

I won't let it destroy me but strengthen me instead
all the best

Thursday, December 15, 2011

完美的一晚

昨晚
与屋友们去了Gaya Street 参与圣诞节活动
一行6人
坐了小红车出发了
^.^

可惜
天不作美
断断续续的一直在下
苦了我们这些准备了雨伞但又没把它带下车的傻子
被迫淋了些雨
=(

但是
这一切都是值得的
哈哈哈哈哈
好戏在后头嘛

最后
主办当局用了普遍到不行但又是大家最喜爱的方式来结束

《放烟花》

嘻嘻
我超爱的
虽然被迫在4分钟多下维持同样的仰头姿势
但是
我甘愿
!!!!!!!

第一次在这里看烟花
超美的

用了各种各样的烟花
大的小的窄的阔的吵的静的
那很不一样的层次感

我不自觉的在心里呐喊
“哇,好美哦”
真的太棒了
^.^

还有
昨晚虽然下雨
但是月亮一直都在
只是部分被天狗吃了
高高的挂在漆黑的夜晚
那在水上的倒影
银亮地在闪啊闪啊
在不高调的方式下
引起了大家的注意
=)

结论:
这是我在沙巴这么久以来
最完美的一晚
如果再加上流星雨
简直是P.E.R.F.E.C.T
^.^

哎哟
没关系啦
我满足了
人啊
不应该太贪婪

烟花
很美
很短暂

有些事
很美
但也很短暂
曾经的拥有
总比没有来得好
至少不会遗憾
~~~

^.^
期待下一个看烟花的机会
跨年2012
^.^

*感觉很不一样的圣诞树*

*人山人海*

^.^

*重回小时候的时光*
*排队拿Milo*
n.n