Random

It's been a while i am not dropping by here to share things of myself.
After growing year by year, i found that i start to feel lazy to interact with people especially those hi-bye friend. Oh My God !!! I became Anti-Social Monster !!!! #.#

Well, This is just a very random post in 2015.

I'm back late from work today, rushing a messy & complicated account.
I love challenges, because i believe challenges grow me to be a better & stronger person !!!!

September ....... is a HAZE month !!!!
Everywhere is blur !!! Even i can smell a super strong burning smell in my office little toilet !!!! Gossshhhh @.@

Besides, September...... is also Company Trip month !!!!
I had just back from Bangkok 4D3N trip. Well, the apartment we stayed was very comfortable and well manage - Marriott Vacation Club at The Empire Place !!! Thanks for the boss for giving such a good trip to us where we only need to self pay for few meals during the trips

Places we had visited: Madam Tusaads, Siam Square for Thai body massage, Platinum for shopping, dinner at Chao Phraya river cruise, lunch at Renaissance Hotel, Huskey Cafe, Hello Kitty cafe, Asiatique, Chocolate Ville !!!

Not really get to eat the local authentic Thai food, tomyam soup that i tried 3 times during the trip, none of them able to reach the standard !!!!! quite DISAPPOINTED man !!! >.<

Although this is not a fruitful shopping & food hunt trip but still, i did enjoy the trip at least i explored something new in BKK.
I will be back for another time for sure. See ya. :)

The next day after back from Bangkok, i had fly back to Penang for my 3D2N home-sweet-home trip !!!!! Been working in Singapore for 1 year and 4 months. I always miss my home, my dad, my aunt, my sissss, my friends, food in Penang...... everything !!!! i LOVE all of them from bottom of my heart !!! Please take good care of yourself my love and myself as well.

Been feeling complicated for a lots of things recently !!!! Emotion Crisis >.<
I think i had think too much and being too greedy and too demanding to ask for more !!!!
I had forgotten a sentence that i gave to myself 4 to 5 years ago !!!!
"High expectation, high disappointment"
It is similar to the finance perspective, "High risk, high return"
Always have a closed positive relationship between each other !!!
I have to start remind myself about this and not to over expect from this second onward !!! I do not want to feel the bitter and pain experienced years ago !!! It's not taste good at all... i do not want to torture myself again !!!
Maybe, i should focus more on my career and personal development !!!!!
Or maybe KEEP FIT !!!! @.@ i hate this.. i had set target for years but i never fulfill it !!!!!
I need to improve my self-discipline from NOW !!!!!

Don't have expectation from others
Don't be lazy
Don't take things for granted
Do the best from my part for anything
Be happy
Be cheerful
Be positive
Be helpful

Reminder for myself !!!!
I want to be a better person !!!!!

谢谢你

好久好久好久没有在这里流浪了

今天

有感而发

想在这里涂鸦涂鸦

^^

好想向你说声谢谢

谢谢你的用心，想要激发我的斗志

虽然你的嘴巴是坏了点

搞到我有点伤心

但是我知道你的出发点是好的

改变了，对你绝对没有啥好处

你却苦口婆心的要我去做

这次，为了很多东西

我

是时候认真认真的看待这事了

相信

自己是可以的

加油

p(^.^)q

11months Before World End @@ January & February

2012 dRAgON yEaR

Is my year

!!!!!!!!!!!

**ROAR**

This year is a brand new year

Leave the past and un~important memories

Welcome new life

^.^v

Start the year with 4th year 1st semester final exam

Perhaps

Will end with another exam too

(if i sit for ACCA exam)

**planning planning**

Just to share with everyone

I bought a very super "DAI" dress in Kitchen QB pg

It only costs me rm24

Super crazy

!!!!!!!!!!!

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1

1

1

1

1

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**THIS**

n.n

This year change style abit

Tried something new

**THIS**

**But, some friends said i macam wearing pyjamas**

=.='''

**It's not, OKIE**

>.<

Baby Ryan

**love love**

SEEE

Full with expression

CUTE

!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

Yeah

This CNY given me some chances to meet up with "long-time-no-see" friendsss

**Form 6 gangs**

**suyee, yinjoo, yikwwi, hoimun, chewyee, weikuan**

My first time in Tutti Fruitti were grabbed by THEM

hahaahahah

AGAIN

????????????

Yeah

2nd time in Tutti Fruitti

People see this will think i love it so much

In fact

WRONG

!!!!!!!!!

just coincidence

@@

**Gathering with my suona gangs**

**minchen, shua, jinchow, xinzi**

kena somebody FFK

><

Same day second round

Winter warmer

**Gathering with JSCO gangs**

**cheeyee, karleng, siangyee, hooiching, qiaoshuen, shua, angelia, yanying, wanching**

Well

Attendance seems not that perfect

Anyway

Happy to see those who response to this event

Especially those who attend the gathering

Really appreciated

!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even though some just show face for a while

But i can feel yours sincerity

**THANKS**

=)

Next

LOU SHANG

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I spent my family Sushi King lou shang

hahahahah

looked nice

but it doesn't tasted nice

sigh

T.T

**Really looked nice right**

YOU GOT CHEATED

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha

Coming up event:

Daddy and mum's birthday celebration

Wish-Lists:

I want they stay.....

HEALTHY

HAPPY

LOVELY

!!!!!!!!!

Honestly

2 big tables are not enough to fit the whole family of mine anymore

cramp like sardine

**dislike**

=(

Next year

we have to reserve 3 big tables already

enjoy our meal comfortly

^.^

**My big big family**

SMILE

~~ka cak~~

=)

Last

but not least

photo with my dearest sisterssssssssss

**They are cute right**

PRETTY

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CNY almost come to the end

I did enjoyed every moment i spent with my family and friends

Working life started

Enjoy the learning process

All the best to myself and friends who having internship now too

GOOD LUCK

!!!!!!!!!!

Another New Chapter

Finally, i done 7/8 of my degree life in UMS

left the only 1/8 part is to complete my 6-months practical training

i won't be back to this peaceful place until i submit my practical report

issshhh

already started to miss SABAH terribly

><

HOW

????????

TO-MISS-LISTS

~~~

miss pool

miss sheng rou mian

miss yoyo

miss kundasang

miss island

miss UMS

miss 1Borneo

miss Kingfisher

miss friends

lotsssssssssss

~~~

*especially the blue sky and clouds*

i had many of my little-first-time experiencesssss here

life in Sabah was slightly different if compared to Penang

MUAHAHAHA

i have more freedom to do things i like

no need care about the time and complain by my parents

(but somehow, i still miss their nagging and caring as well)

the only thing i hate the most is

I DON'T HAVE ANY TRANSPORT HERE

arrgghhhhh

walking under the BIG sun was driving me crazy like mad

i hate to sweat when i just done my shower

HAHAHAAAH

now, it's OVER

another new chapter in my life is coming soon

on

the

way

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bit stress

bit nervous

bit worries

bit scare

bit excited as well

well, i believe on myself

i can handle it

i can do it

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p(^.^)q

*See YOU in August*

I will be back to find the pieces of my memories i had in these 3.5 years

噩耗

今天在上课的时候
听到了一个坏消息
顿时感触良多

我的一个系友
他的妈妈昨天因为生病而去世了

他真的很可怜
大学一年级的时候
他的爸爸也病逝了
现在大学四年级了
轮到他妈妈病逝

所以说
现在他是孤儿了
真的替他感到很心痛
失去了两个至亲的人

听到这个消息时
我当下愣住了
很替他难过
希望他可以坚强点
刚才看到老师跟他致哀
他的眼有点红红的
我也不懂要跟他说什么好
=(

想想
自己已经算是很幸福的小孩了
有爱我的家人爸爸阿姨姐姐哥哥朋友
比起其他不幸的人
我现在拥有的已经很不错了

唉
生。老。病。死
是我们人逃不了的阶段
既来之，则安之
该来的还是会来的
要怎么避也避不了

所以咧
珍惜现在
不要让自己后悔
俗语有句话说：
“子欲养儿亲不在，树欲静而风不止”

我长大了
爸爸老了
我要做好本分
让爸爸享福
不要让他一直为我操心

Frustrated

Today,
Is not a good day for me.
As, i don't have enough sleep one night before.
And being screwed up by some NO-SENSE-NON-HUMAN-BEING!!!!!!

Well,
Can't really express my anger and disappointment on some MFs
So, here i come !

When you work hard and put as much effort as you can on something,
For sure you want a return equal to your hard work

Unfortunately,
There was a FREE RIDER
NO SENSE, NO USE, NO VALUE, NO THE SENSE OF GUILTINESS, NO FEELING
Spoilt people hard work and do not show any apology to the victims
What the hell
!!!!!!!!!!

Well,
YOU deserved to get this "GOOD" grade
Doesn't mean we deserved the same grade as YOU ok?
You do not want to open your mouth is not our fault!!!

UNFAIR
!!!!!!!!!

I just need an EQUAL & FAIR treatment

WHY WE BECAME THE VICTIM ?????
WHY WE NEED TO SHARE THE LOW GRADE WITH FREE RIDER AS WE ALREADY PUT MUCH EFFORTS ON IT ???
WHY GRADE BEING GIVEN IN GROUP ????
CAN'T HE SEE THE TRUTH ????
AS A PROFESSOR HE CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE STUDENTS' EFFORT ???
HE DESERVED TO OWN A TITLE OF "PROFESSOR" ??
IS THIS THE WAY HOW LECTURER IN LOCAL UNIVERSITY ENHANCE THE QUALITY OF ACCOUNTING STUDENT TO MEET PARTICULAR STANDARD BY SIMPLY GAVE A LOW GRADE TO STUDENT WHO WORK HARD???

I have too much disappointment on many things
I can't feel the "1 M" concept
It's just a BULL SHIT
!!!!!!!!

HAPPY GO LUCKY doesn't work in this case at all

I FELT FRUSTRATED !!!!!!

2011 is totally not a good year to me
Bad things came across me
Learn to take and go
Learn to be strong, learn to be tough
Learn not to have any expectation
Learn not to trust
Learn to protect myself
Learn to stand again after fell down

I wish i could have a better 2012
Forget the past and have a brand new life

I remembered a quote:
"When something bad happens you have three choices
You can either let it define you
Let it destroy you
Or you can let it strengthen you."

I won't let it destroy me but strengthen me instead
all the best

完美的一晚

昨晚

与屋友们去了Gaya Street 参与圣诞节活动

一行6人

坐了小红车出发了

^.^

可惜

天不作美

雨

断断续续的一直在下

苦了我们这些准备了雨伞但又没把它带下车的傻子

被迫淋了些雨

=(

但是

这一切都是值得的

哈哈哈哈哈

好戏在后头嘛

最后

主办当局用了普遍到不行但又是大家最喜爱的方式来结束

《放烟花》

嘻嘻

我超爱的

虽然被迫在4分钟多下维持同样的仰头姿势

但是

我甘愿

！！！！！！！

第一次在这里看烟花

超美的

用了各种各样的烟花

大的小的窄的阔的吵的静的

那很不一样的层次感

我不自觉的在心里呐喊

“哇，好美哦”

真的太棒了

^.^

还有

昨晚虽然下雨

但是月亮一直都在

只是部分被天狗吃了

高高的挂在漆黑的夜晚

那在水上的倒影

银亮地在闪啊闪啊

在不高调的方式下

引起了大家的注意

=)

结论：

这是我在沙巴这么久以来

最完美的一晚

如果再加上流星雨

简直是P.E.R.F.E.C.T

^.^

哎哟

没关系啦

我满足了

人啊

不应该太贪婪

烟花

很美

很短暂

有些事

很美

但也很短暂

曾经的拥有

总比没有来得好

至少不会遗憾

～～～

^.^

期待下一个看烟花的机会

跨年2012

^.^

*感觉很不一样的圣诞树*

*人山人海*

^.^

*重回小时候的时光*

*排队拿Milo*

n.n

Lovely Sunday

Today met my dear friend , F

Took our lunch in Mcd, have a long chat

Nice hanging out with YOU

Wait for our next date, okie

Just back from badminton

SWEAT a lot , MOVE a lot , RUN a lot

I love this feeling

I need more exercise

^.^v

Keep in on

Is time to bath

&

SLEEP

zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ

*Good night friend*

空

有时候

觉得自己整个人很空

会感慨

会迷失

会没有方向感

会不知如何是好

身边

没有可以信任的人

或许是我已经不敢再相信了

很多人都是嘴巴说说的

嘴巴说的和行动做的根本就是两回事

曾经

相信了，认定了

无知的放了100巴仙的信任

毫无保留

结果

才发现

自己是多么的愚蠢，无知，笨蛋

满头包，满身伤

谁在意

？？？？？？

那些人还不是快活去

？？？？？

他们自己的快乐最重要

所以

人呐人呐

自私一点吧

多为自己想

不然迟早真心会被糟蹋地一文不值

被出卖， 背叛的感觉

真的是糟透了

！！！！！

有时

做人真的很累

真的好难找到平衡点

做这也不是，做那也不是

到底那些是我的事还是你的事

？？？？

唉

今天的事

今天的天气

今天的心情

都很“blue”

我看

还是放空去好了

我要出去透透气

！！！！！！！！！！！

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那些年，我们一起追的女孩

想必

应该很多人都认识这部电影吧

10/11

就会在大马上映咯

期待

期待

^.^

我要去看

太多人给好评了

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well, having hard feeling right now

=(

i'm trying my very very best to be a better person

doing whatever i can and i want

making everything done

trying to live a happy life

but sometime

the responses that i received from others upon what i did

made me feel bad

i am not happy to get those kind of responses

i already do my best

why thing still goes like this

????

i just hope that people can appreciate what i had done

a simple "THANK YOU" can actually make my day

which i can find my own value to exist in this world

Am i not good enough

????

Am i deserved for all these responses

????

@

Am i just being too sensitive

????

i can't figure out myself actually

can anyone tell me

????

i can't even remember ( and i dun even wish to remember it too )

since when, i started to stop myself from having any expectation on things and people

i just being dun care

i just want my work done

i just want my life full with joyful and excitement

i just want to have a regret~less imperfect life

i don't expect anything from people

because i know

less expect will lead to more surprise

so i waiting for those SURPRISES pop up in my life

hahaahahaha

*waiting waiting waiting waiting*

=)

haiz

life still goes on

having hectic life recently

gotta rush for my assignment, report, presentation,

and also prepare for my midterm papers

all these driving my crazy

@@ zzzzzzzz

going to recharge my battery

and continue my job later

sleep lor....

^^

Real Steel dancing dakota goyo max!

i loveeee this part so so much

hahaahah...

the real ROBOT dance

^^

Real Steel: "Charlie Teaches Atom To Box" Clip #6

2 Old Man ...hahahah...^^

Real Steel | Featurette

This is the Trailer of "Real Steel"

This movie gotta bring you to another high-tech world

The excitement of Robot Fight

RRoooaaaaRRRRRRRR

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Real Steel

Wow...

as i mentioned before

thing will always happened out of expectation

!!!!!!!!!!!!

today, YES, it's Monday, 17/10/11

My luck was there

Early morning when i going to bus stop

i met MR. DONALD

so coincident ^^

he then fetched me to SPE

I'm the lucky one

*wink*

^.^v

After class

Me and my siao gang went for sheng rou mian as our lunch

Yummy yummy

We then shop at 100yen and keep on making noise over there

hahaahahaahahaa

me and ling almost late for class

GOD BLESSED

Again, after class

I was forced by them especially LING to watch movie with them

T.T

I can't reject

But

Luckily i watched it

*REAL STEEL*

It was pretty AWESOME

Huge Jackman so so so so MAN and handsome

hahahaaha

&

I LOVE the kid so muchie

Dakota Goyo

A 11-year Canadian kid

I LOVE his personality in this movie

His thinking was mature

Dare to dream

Never stop to make his dream become true

Yuhoooooo

ATOM is a cute robot

Small but tough

Yeah.....

I found that i slightly fall in love on robot

Hahahaah

^^

&

The best part in the movie:

ATOM dance with Max (Dakota Goyo)

The robot dance

Wow

AMAZING

!!!!!!!!!!!

b(^.^)d

*double thumb up*

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

This is a MUST-WATCH movie on October

^.^

Enjoy

Quote of the day : Silence

*Absolutely*

Silence is a best weapon

Sometimes

Words make the situation getting even worse

So

SHUT UP

plzzz

^.^

BAD FRIDAY

today

is a BAD FRIDAY

i have a presentation this afternoon

under INTERNAL AUDIT course

hmm, what i can say is

i think i really have a very well preparation on it

i done my slides in 3days

trying my very best to make my presentation slides look attractive and interesting with no bore

and people did told me that i did a very good job on my slides

yesterday night i had a very deep understanding on the topic that i am going to present

i even search for extra information through online

in order to give the classmates more extra information

i worked until 4am

even though i was very sleepy

=(

today

woke up at 9

review and practice again

thought everything is going to be fine today

who knows???

everything was out of my control

we completed the presentation in 1 and a half hour

i assumed that the Q&A session will last for at most 30min-45min

we already tried our best to answer all the questions

BUT

things never goes as what i expected

can you imagine the Q&A session last for almost 1 and a half hour

we had answered about 15-20 questions

i never experienced this kind of situation before

i get mad at the end and end up my mood totally ruined because of her

she keeps on ask us some tricky questions

which all of us including our classmates

can't even give a very accurate answer

I, as a presenter, feel like myself should know how to answer the question

eventually, i failed to answer some of the questions

felt upset

full with disappointment

and also ANGER

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<

she dun even let us present our funny video and proceed our tutorial session

she just end the class with the below sentence

"thanks OOI and the group"

#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&**&^%$#

without make a last confirmation with us

what made me so angry????

i saw her MEMANCING while my groupmate was presenting her part

she really fishing over there

what the hell is going on????

lecturer fishing in class?????

can you imagine that????

@.@

speechlesss

because of the bad mood

i decided to cheer myself by having a great dinner

we took our dinner at SECRET RECIPE, 1 Borneo

i ordered my beloved dish

"CHICKEN CORDON BLEU"

it's tasty

yummy yummy

b^.^d Thumb Up

Dun care already

as long as i know how much efforts i had putting on my presentation

it's more than enough

i should think positively

cannot let HER to ruin my happy day

it's time to sleep

GOOD NIGHT WORLD

tonight will be a good ....good night

^.^

g00d

"it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be"

wish to be good

work to be good

YOU WILL BE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

walk towards a better life

^^

*wink*

周末打工记

昨天

在malaysia IT fair 做工第一天

我顾的那个booth

真的是闷到爆

！！！！！！

没有什么人的

结果只卖了19个Kaspersky antivirus

因为也没有什么心情去卖

糟糕

><

今天

我要求换去别的booth

哈哈哈哈

比较忙，我也比较喜欢

因为时间过得比较快

但是咧

好累哦

那双脚痛到不行

又腰酸背痛

我的妈呀

今天的业绩比较不错

满意

！！！！！！

^.^v

明天

最后一天了

好好努力吧

累也只累多那一天而已

=)

$.$

阿超 - 好人

我们总笑着说
有一天会遇见对的人
其实在我心中
已悄悄的发生

那些属于我们的
每个默契的眼神
发光在每个想你的时刻

你常常对我说
谢谢你你真是个好人
在孤单的时候
给你最好的安稳

当你牵起他的手
当我微笑地转身
我才发现
我早已失落的眼神

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问

你常常对我说
谢谢你你真是个好人
在孤单的时候
给你最好的安稳

当你牵起他的手
当我微笑地转身
我才发现
我早已失落的眼神

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问

我不想只做个好人
成全你感情的满分
你们的幸福闪烁永恒
而我还是一个人

我没有残忍的天份
不能不微笑的转身
我的伤痕我承认
而你也早已来不及慰问
这一天我还是一个人