Monday, December 19, 2011

噩耗



今天在上课的时候
听到了一个坏消息
顿时感触良多

我的一个系友
他的妈妈昨天因为生病而去世了

他真的很可怜
大学一年级的时候
他的爸爸也病逝了
现在大学四年级了
轮到他妈妈病逝

所以说
现在他是孤儿了
真的替他感到很心痛
失去了两个至亲的人

听到这个消息时
我当下愣住了
很替他难过
希望他可以坚强点
刚才看到老师跟他致哀
他的眼有点红红的
我也不懂要跟他说什么好
=(

想想
自己已经算是很幸福的小孩了
有爱我的家人爸爸阿姨姐姐哥哥朋友
比起其他不幸的人
我现在拥有的已经很不错了

唉
生。老。病。死
是我们人逃不了的阶段
既来之,则安之
该来的还是会来的
要怎么避也避不了

所以咧
珍惜现在
不要让自己后悔
俗语有句话说:
“子欲养儿亲不在,树欲静而风不止”

我长大了
爸爸老了
我要做好本分
让爸爸享福
不要让他一直为我操心

Frustrated

Today,
Is not a good day for me.
As, i don't have enough sleep one night before.
And being screwed up by some NO-SENSE-NON-HUMAN-BEING!!!!!!

Well,
Can't really express my anger and disappointment on some MFs
So, here i come !

When you work hard and put as much effort as you can on something,
For sure you want a return equal to your hard work

Unfortunately,
There was a FREE RIDER
NO SENSE, NO USE, NO VALUE, NO THE SENSE OF GUILTINESS, NO FEELING
Spoilt people hard work and do not show any apology to the victims
What the hell
!!!!!!!!!!

Well,
YOU deserved to get this "GOOD" grade
Doesn't mean we deserved the same grade as YOU ok?
You do not want to open your mouth is not our fault!!!

UNFAIR
!!!!!!!!!

I just need an EQUAL & FAIR treatment

WHY WE BECAME THE VICTIM ?????
WHY WE NEED TO SHARE THE LOW GRADE WITH FREE RIDER AS WE ALREADY PUT MUCH EFFORTS ON IT ???
WHY GRADE BEING GIVEN IN GROUP ????
CAN'T HE SEE THE TRUTH ????
AS A PROFESSOR HE CANNOT DIFFERENTIATE STUDENTS' EFFORT ???
HE DESERVED TO OWN A TITLE OF "PROFESSOR" ??
IS THIS THE WAY HOW LECTURER IN LOCAL UNIVERSITY ENHANCE THE QUALITY OF ACCOUNTING STUDENT TO MEET PARTICULAR STANDARD BY SIMPLY GAVE A LOW GRADE TO STUDENT WHO WORK HARD???

I have too much disappointment on many things
I can't feel the "1 M" concept
It's just a BULL SHIT
!!!!!!!!

HAPPY GO LUCKY doesn't work in this case at all

I FELT FRUSTRATED !!!!!!

2011 is totally not a good year to me
Bad things came across me
Learn to take and go
Learn to be strong, learn to be tough
Learn not to have any expectation
Learn not to trust
Learn to protect myself
Learn to stand again after fell down

I wish i could have a better 2012
Forget the past and have a brand new life

I remembered a quote:
"When something bad happens you have three choices
You can either let it define you
Let it destroy you
Or you can let it strengthen you."

I won't let it destroy me but strengthen me instead
all the best

Thursday, December 15, 2011

完美的一晚

昨晚
与屋友们去了Gaya Street 参与圣诞节活动
一行6人
坐了小红车出发了
^.^

可惜
天不作美
雨
断断续续的一直在下
苦了我们这些准备了雨伞但又没把它带下车的傻子
被迫淋了些雨
=(

但是
这一切都是值得的
哈哈哈哈哈
好戏在后头嘛

最后
主办当局用了普遍到不行但又是大家最喜爱的方式来结束

《放烟花》

嘻嘻
我超爱的
虽然被迫在4分钟多下维持同样的仰头姿势
但是
我甘愿
!!!!!!!

第一次在这里看烟花
超美的

用了各种各样的烟花
大的小的窄的阔的吵的静的
那很不一样的层次感

我不自觉的在心里呐喊
“哇,好美哦”
真的太棒了
^.^

还有
昨晚虽然下雨
但是月亮一直都在
只是部分被天狗吃了
高高的挂在漆黑的夜晚
那在水上的倒影
银亮地在闪啊闪啊
在不高调的方式下
引起了大家的注意
=)

结论:
这是我在沙巴这么久以来
最完美的一晚
如果再加上流星雨
简直是P.E.R.F.E.C.T
^.^

哎哟
没关系啦
我满足了
人啊
不应该太贪婪

烟花
很美
很短暂

有些事
很美
但也很短暂
曾经的拥有
总比没有来得好
至少不会遗憾
~~~

^.^
期待下一个看烟花的机会
跨年2012
^.^

*感觉很不一样的圣诞树*

*人山人海*

^.^

*重回小时候的时光*
*排队拿Milo*
n.n

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Lovely Sunday

Today met my dear friend , F
Took our lunch in Mcd, have a long chat
Nice hanging out with YOU
Wait for our next date, okie

Just back from badminton
SWEAT a lot , MOVE a lot , RUN a lot
I love this feeling
I need more exercise
^.^v

Keep in on

Is time to bath

&

SLEEP
zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ

*Good night friend*

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

空


有时候
觉得自己整个人很空

会感慨
会迷失
会没有方向感

会不知如何是好

身边
没有可以信任的人

或许是我已经不敢再相信了

很多人都是嘴巴说说的
嘴巴说的和行动做的根本就是两回事

曾经
相信了,认定了

无知的放了100巴仙的信任
毫无保留

结果
才发现
自己是多么的愚蠢,无知,笨蛋

满头包,满身伤
谁在意
??????

那些人还不是快活去
?????
他们自己的快乐最重要

所以
人呐人呐
自私一点吧
多为自己想
不然迟早真心会被糟蹋地一文不值

被出卖, 背叛的感觉
真的是糟透了
!!!!!

有时
做人真的很累
真的好难找到平衡点
做这也不是,做那也不是
到底那些是我的事还是你的事
????

唉
今天的事
今天的天气
今天的心情

都很“blue”

我看
还是放空去好了

我要出去透透气
!!!!!!!!!!!
><

Saturday, October 29, 2011

那些年,我们一起追的女孩


想必
应该很多人都认识这部电影吧

10/11
就会在大马上映咯

期待
期待
^.^

我要去看
太多人给好评了

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

@@

well, having hard feeling right now
=(

i'm trying my very very best to be a better person
doing whatever i can and i want
making everything done
trying to live a happy life

but sometime
the responses that i received from others upon what i did
made me feel bad
i am not happy to get those kind of responses
i already do my best
why thing still goes like this
????
i just hope that people can appreciate what i had done
a simple "THANK YOU" can actually make my day
which i can find my own value to exist in this world

Am i not good enough
????
Am i deserved for all these responses
????

@

Am i just being too sensitive
????
i can't figure out myself actually
can anyone tell me
????

i can't even remember ( and i dun even wish to remember it too )
since when, i started to stop myself from having any expectation on things and people
i just being dun care
i just want my work done
i just want my life full with joyful and excitement
i just want to have a regret~less imperfect life

i don't expect anything from people
because i know
less expect will lead to more surprise
so i waiting for those SURPRISES pop up in my life
hahaahahaha
*waiting waiting waiting waiting*
=)

haiz
life still goes on
having hectic life recently
gotta rush for my assignment, report, presentation,
and also prepare for my midterm papers
all these driving my crazy
@@ zzzzzzzz

going to recharge my battery
and continue my job later
sleep lor....
^^