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well, having hard feeling right now

=(

i'm trying my very very best to be a better person

doing whatever i can and i want

making everything done

trying to live a happy life

but sometime

the responses that i received from others upon what i did

made me feel bad

i am not happy to get those kind of responses

i already do my best

why thing still goes like this

????

i just hope that people can appreciate what i had done

a simple "THANK YOU" can actually make my day

which i can find my own value to exist in this world

Am i not good enough

????

Am i deserved for all these responses

????

@

Am i just being too sensitive

????

i can't figure out myself actually

can anyone tell me

????

i can't even remember ( and i dun even wish to remember it too )

since when, i started to stop myself from having any expectation on things and people

i just being dun care

i just want my work done

i just want my life full with joyful and excitement

i just want to have a regret~less imperfect life

i don't expect anything from people

because i know

less expect will lead to more surprise

so i waiting for those SURPRISES pop up in my life

hahaahahaha

*waiting waiting waiting waiting*

=)

haiz

life still goes on

having hectic life recently

gotta rush for my assignment, report, presentation,

and also prepare for my midterm papers

all these driving my crazy

@@ zzzzzzzz

going to recharge my battery

and continue my job later

sleep lor....

^^